Poem..What I wanted was always beyond your intentions

I walked you run,
I smiled you frown,
It was somebody else, never me,
U tried to show, I only refused to see...
As I had closed my eyes to the truth, it had to come the hard way,
O worthy God please make him feel the same as me, I used to pray,


That day never came,
You are still the same..
Now I laugh at my heart’s fragility,
I dreamt way too far from reality.
Left heartbroken I cried, the naive child inside me smiled,
Seeing the futility of pain, it uttered its final goodbye and died....

I consumed the pain,
Waited till it rained.
As the strings attached are tearing,
Slowly Clouds of lust are disappearing.
Wind of solitude is blowing and looting me of my pretensions
I take in, what I wanted was always beyond your intensions...

Poem..It is beautiful that we have faults

Many masks revolts to fit in my ugly face

I wonder which is more painful the mask or the original face

The answer lies in the love...it’s only when I show my true face.....

The moon said one day come..........n flee

let all the wealth rot in your house

I offered him my hand n let go myself in an unknown world,

Like the smell of cheese blinds a mouse...

He came and hold me tight

I always knew in love it is meaningless to fight

He whispered in my ears in his husky tone

lets live with faults-lets lie n moan

lets fly like birds lets consume hemlock

lets accept the destiny lets endure all shocks

From then I remember the darkness profound

No fragrance no light not a hint of sound

we exist as exists a confused brotherhood of men

As exist death as exists eternity and as exists pain

It is beautiful that we have faults, dear life I loved your game,

I committed a mistake devoid of shame...

Though he left, I learned how to take pleasure in you..

Leading through this tough times, I enjoyed you...

In love we all search for eyewitnesses of our lives...

I wonder inside me there resides many I...
Sometime m a child and other time a mature man...
One min I know I can't live without u n the other min u repel me.
I fail to decide which one is true me or is it that none of it...
I want to escape n to not hurt u away from u but I find no  place to go....
U see here is one more side of me ,m mean n selfish...
I fear lonliness , I fear dark , I fear anger but most of all I fear this changing me.....
I belong to many worlds, I carry many dreams. Plsss Come share just one of many.
In love all my life I kept searching for the eyewitness of my life...I found u...
Together we will walk , together we will search the world where u r me n I am you....