Poem..What I wanted was always beyond your intentions

I walked you run,
I smiled you frown,
It was somebody else, never me,
U tried to show, I only refused to see...
As I had closed my eyes to the truth, it had to come the hard way,
O worthy God please make him feel the same as me, I used to pray,


That day never came,
You are still the same..
Now I laugh at my heart’s fragility,
I dreamt way too far from reality.
Left heartbroken I cried, the naive child inside me smiled,
Seeing the futility of pain, it uttered its final goodbye and died....

I consumed the pain,
Waited till it rained.
As the strings attached are tearing,
Slowly Clouds of lust are disappearing.
Wind of solitude is blowing and looting me of my pretensions
I take in, what I wanted was always beyond your intensions...

Poem..It is beautiful that we have faults

Many masks revolts to fit in my ugly face

I wonder which is more painful the mask or the original face

The answer lies in the love...it’s only when I show my true face.....

The moon said one day come..........n flee

let all the wealth rot in your house

I offered him my hand n let go myself in an unknown world,

Like the smell of cheese blinds a mouse...

He came and hold me tight

I always knew in love it is meaningless to fight

He whispered in my ears in his husky tone

lets live with faults-lets lie n moan

lets fly like birds lets consume hemlock

lets accept the destiny lets endure all shocks

From then I remember the darkness profound

No fragrance no light not a hint of sound

we exist as exists a confused brotherhood of men

As exist death as exists eternity and as exists pain

It is beautiful that we have faults, dear life I loved your game,

I committed a mistake devoid of shame...

Though he left, I learned how to take pleasure in you..

Leading through this tough times, I enjoyed you...

In love we all search for eyewitnesses of our lives...

I wonder inside me there resides many I...
Sometime m a child and other time a mature man...
One min I know I can't live without u n the other min u repel me.
I fail to decide which one is true me or is it that none of it...
I want to escape n to not hurt u away from u but I find no  place to go....
U see here is one more side of me ,m mean n selfish...
I fear lonliness , I fear dark , I fear anger but most of all I fear this changing me.....
I belong to many worlds, I carry many dreams. Plsss Come share just one of many.
In love all my life I kept searching for the eyewitness of my life...I found u...
Together we will walk , together we will search the world where u r me n I am you....

money vs love

Throughout my life,i was following a different ideology than 60% people,i have always considered love over money.But i am forced to think differently now.Every person i met ,be it be my family member,my friends they all share the same view,''money is certainly more important,love cant help you throughout your life.you need money to buy every comfort of life".I didnt agree with it in the start but now my thought have also been inclined towards money more.I wanna share some instances,going through them has insitigated my this thinking process.
Till the time i was at my home it was all good with my little dream world.But when i started my b.tech from jald college,i realised in no time that in college you are judged not by your character but by the brand of your clothing.More costlier the brand, more respect u get.well i managed from here without affecting my way of thinking But what i could not avoid my another event.
Back at my home,i saw my uncles(intially known more than brothers) fighting over property matter and alleging each other to be a thief and bane of his life.Then they seprated and started living at opposite ends of city.I felt so grieved.U know wats more painful for me- seeing them living more happily now.
these days from movies and all i got the same impression that money is necessity.one can manage living alone but not without money.I never wanted to think this way but i have started thinking that yes u need money before love.